i have thought long (and i mean long) and hard and i will break up with jess this weekend (my g/f). i even thought about giving her a second chance, to talk to me alot and tell me everthing about her. so i caught up with her today and i said "whats going on??" and she said a muffled "nothing" and looked at the ground the rest of the time i tried to talk to her. so it all goes down 2morrow the big break. i will be a free man. that was probly another reason that i wanted to break up with her because i just want to be free to go after any other girls. i am not saying that i don't want to ever have a g/f, it is great to have some one there for u. i just want a g/f that understands me, talks to me, listens, makes eye contact and know a bit about me. the girl i told you all about in my last entry, Anita, well she is so sweet. i mean this is a girl that i could see going out with. she knows stuff about me, we talk and most of all we understand each other. Anita u are a beautiful person and i would not be the guy i am today without all ur help. thank-you. ok all...i better be off i will catch u all later