one my week until school is out. i can't wait! i am looking forward to the holidays. i miss them so bad. i just want to be free to do what eva i want for a while. no stress and no work. i can't wait! this week we have our "speech night" it is the most crap thing in the world! we have to sit still for about 3 hours while many old folkes get up and have a chat about there school days. then some awards are given out to the top students of the school. after a long ass time of doing nothing...our reports are given out and then we go home. the next morning you wake up to 2 more days of going to school and cleaning for next year...and then...FREEDOM!! i was talking to leah last night and i was telling her about the good old alpine days. anyways...i was saying is she had of said something about how she felt...i would have fallen over myself trying to go out with her. i wanted to say more, but i thought it would come out wrong, so i will say it now. i think u are an unreal beautiful person, leah. no offence to rach and jess, but i was never happy with them. i just went out with them becasue i didn't want to hurt their feelings..(i had to live with them 27/7 for 9 months, so i thought it was best to stay in the good books). leah, i would have gone out with you in a heart beat...and i would have loved every moment of it. you think that u aren't good looking, but i could give you a 5 hour speech on how u really are beautiful....thats all i have to say. not long until joes year nine blast off. step recons she wants to come down...who knows...she might and we can catch up on whats been going on. all i know is- that the blast off should be an unreal time... peace out