well it turns out that leah really didn't like me all that much. i don't no what the fuck is the go. she wasn't replying to any of my emails or stuff like that. i thought that she might have been on holiday or something, but it turns out that she was just trying to ignore all the stuff so i would get the message. well i am slot slow so i had to find out off other ppl. that makes me feel real good. anyway right now i have a nice empty feeling inside of me. life will go on, but right now i just have nothing to do...it hurts what eva i do....