well i just did one of the smartest things i could have done tonight. i thought i would try and change the distance and location that i always run, but be extra tricky and do it at night. i lasted about 20 steps maybe and then i rolled my ankle on my new fantastic cross county track. i love rolling my ankle. it would have to be up there on my top 5 "things i love doing" list. there is nothing like a rolled ankle and the pain that stays in ur foot after it. really wakes you up and lets you know ur still alive. i'm just pissed off that i had to do it so close to soccer. i hope it is only a little fucked and i can be back on my feet by wednesday to test it. i can't and don't wanna miss soccer. i would be in a very shitful mood if i missed the all time grudge match against birchip. not much else is really going on. i worked things out with rebecca last night. we are still just sitting at "friends" at the moment. im more than happy with that (because she is happy with that). semira is still into me. not really sure to let her know that i'm not really in to the whole relationship thing with her. i know it wouldn't work out and in the end would just end a whole lot worse. there would be bad words exchanged and then we wouldn't talk to each other for a long time. i am cool with getting with her and then maybe (key word) taking it at a snails pace with her. who knows, maybe i could get to like her....MAYBE...but it's leaning more to a no at this very point in time, and if she don't start changing than it's gunna stick that way. why is it that i compare all girls to rebecca? it's a hard bar to try to get over...she sets it high. until next time