i'm still drunk from the alpine party...but he is my recount of it...
had the alpine party on saturday night. it was a good time. caught up with all the blokes and old lasses that i wanted to. i guess they have all changed, but they still all looked like the same old peopel to me.
fuck it was good to catch up and see everyone. we shared stories and memories together late...or early into the morning.
me and joe got wasted and had a fucking ripper of a time jumping off large objects. lol. we rode the birchip bull...several times over. and we jumped off swings...joe almost touched the stars.
it was an all round great time.
i picked up jess (my old g/f from alpine). yeah...i was drunk and can only remember doing it a litte bit....joe picked up rachel.
i couldn't stop thinking about rebecca tho. i felt bad that she was hurting and that i was having a good time.
saw a guy get his finger snapped in half and a bloke pass out and hug a fire and get stuck to it, cuz his clothes melted.
it was mad, but i wouldn't have traded the night for the world.
good times
especiallyy when everyone's wasted.
but yea, as with youu, i don't believe in god, either.
myy parents are devote catholics and force me to go to church everyy week.
&i go so they'll shut up about it.
but god wasn't there when i needed him most.
&now, i see all of these people who believe in god and i feel sorryy for themm.
it's almost surreal to me.
like a game, almost.
i do love that quote from that kung fu movie. amazing the things we can learn from them, huh? (=
thanks for all of the advice. i guess that is true. if youu tell yourself from the start that youu can't do something, you're mind will probablyy believe and keep youu from doing it.
don't worryy, you're not a freak.
far from that, actuallyy.
to teach us lessons in life, youu know.
thanks for the comments.
theyy were...just so..deep.
i'll remember the advice next time i'm having a horrible dayy.
♥
but i think YOU should write me one.