fuck me! why does josh have to tell me this stuff? i mean i like to help people and fix problems and stuff. i like to listen and things like that, you know? make people feel like they have someone they can talk to and everything. josh's has dumped some heavy shit on me. he has told me not to tell anyone and everything, but i really need to talk with some one. neat, i am going to tell you everything. one day soon i will tell all, but u have to keep it quiet. take it to the grave. he has told me that he will..ummm....leave this earth (if u get what i mean) he will see us in the next life.....thats what he was talking like if i told anyone. neat, do this for me and keep it quiet. xoxox