the social was a bitching time! half way through the night nothing much was going on, so me and dezza got breakdancing to this song. we were just mucking around and all that...and we look up and there is a full on big circle around us. you know like on the movies when there are unreal dudes busting out moves...? thats what it was like, but me and dezza weren't busting out the moves...well in our own sort of way....YEAH! we bad! after long thought...me and dezza are starting up our own "crew" and we are going to go to every social and going to bust out our moves.... this social was unreal good. i didn't end up getting with caitlin, which i was VERY pissed off at because she wouldn't even dance with me all night. she danced with jenna all night and when eva i tried to dance with her, she would tell me that she wasn't in the "mood" or that she was "puffed"...i looked over and she was dancing with mick....she could have just told me that she didn't want to. talking to jenna today at school, she was saying that caitling was upset cuz she upset me by leading me on. jenna, one of caitlin's closest mates told me all this, i believe her. i asked her what she thinks i should do. if she had of told me to keep trying i would have, but she told me to let it go. she says that if i think she was strange to me at the social, that it would only get harder as time went on if i kept trying. she told me that she might still like me, but to give up and not waste my time. i still think she is hot and that she is a beautiful person inside and out, but it is time to move on. i will kiss her one day if i get the chance, but now i am moving on.... i am a little pissed becasue i have had many chances over the past few months to pick up, from the U.S to Australia...i have had chances....but i always told the others that i had someone else that i don't want to wreck the relationship with...the other girls always told me that she was lucky...lol right now i am talkin to a dude that is mates with a girl i know from Alpine. she in unreal! man, she could kick my ass! she is black-belt and all that, but she is really nice and she is hot, but no one has told her. damn.... peace out... xoxoxo