well 2morrow is the much waited apon working bee. this has been planned for ages. good old "Yurunga" is finally going to get it's gardens worked apon. nearly over 1 year it has been since the term 2 2004 Alpine team from Rainbow has picked up a pick and touched the old fucked gardens. we got 2 members out the team 2morrow. Joe and Molly are out on differnt things, so it's up to Me, Bianca and Knobby to gove it a working. we got out parents helpinf us this time. there is nothing more that i love than working side by side with my pops. dad is a hard worker and i like to show the boy that in my aging years...i can almost keep up with him now. on the way home in the car last night i got talking to mum about dad. me and mumsies have always been able to talk about shit and just get along good, but dad just don't like to talk much. i was asking mum about dad's dad. and i thought i would write down some shit about what we were talking about before i forget it all one day.. *dad's dad died when he was 11 or 12 and dad was never close with him. *dad loved him and only wanted to be close to him, but dad's dad never really let dad get close to him *for the first year of dad's life he lived with his grandpa and grandma *the night that dad's dad died, his mum told him to pray for him, but dad went to bed early and didn't, so he thought that it was his fault that his pops died that night * when dad asks me to do shit with him, it's really big, cuz dad has it stuck in his mind that he is going to die young and he wants to show me how to do things while he is still here. *when i say no to doing shit. dad can't say that he wants me to come, cuz his dad never said that to him. it hurts dad when i don't go out on the job with him or help him down the shed. ...well from what mum was saying last night. it has given new light to how dad acts sometimes and how he acts about certain things. from now on i am going to try my guts out to do everything dad wants me to do with him, cuz i see now that he is just trying to bond with me...and i never thought that we bonded, but mum said she saw how me and him are together and we get along. i knew me and him were always close, but i didn't think we eva bonded so deep... dad is a top bloke. i am fucking luck to have a family like i do peace