i went to the dimmy freeza on friday night. it was a good time. me and pondy had a little to drink before we went. pondy was in one of his sulking moods and he wasn't drinking much...the bus was cumming and we were late, so i downed the last of the vodka. i can't remember the bus trip there. i was quite drunk. lol. cum to think of it, i can't remember much of that night. i ended up picking up becky. i think me and her both knew it was going to happen. but it was good none the less. just quietly, after being with her the things rebecca used to say about her look to be quite true. just a little feeling that i get. becky sent me a txt on saturday morning asking if i wanted to go any further with our little one night stand. i would have liked to say "shit no" but i opted for the polite way. i blamed VCE on me not really wanting a g/f at the moment (which is a down right lie). but she took it and it was left at that. saturday was nadia's party. the most talked about party of the whole year. everyone was pumped to go to it. i slept all day saturday, just so i could be charged for the happenings. we got out there (me, lucas, joe, tammy and tammy's mate) and everything seemed to be looking up. a good night. me and spew spent a little bit strapping glow sticks to the american football so we could play when we got out the creek. it worked a charm. looked fucking cool when u threw it aswel. the night kicked off and there was cheer in the air and much beer. we played a little bit of full contact grid iron, got hurt, played again and then went for a walk down the creek. everyone was happy. pondy was the first perosn that i saw was acting different. me and benny were talking a little way from the fire when we heard sumone trying to sneak up on us. we had a look round and finally found pondy in the shadows. it wasn't a "haha" hiding, it was a kinda freaky "i'm listening to everything ur saying". and from what i hear he followed joe and tammy when they went to have a little "alone time". joe caught him watching them. god damn. and because there was a girl from out of town there (tammy's mate) all the boys were after her like a bitch on heat. qj was trying his very hardest, so was lucas and pondy. the girl told qj that she didn't like him very much, but he wouldn't listen. pondy ended up pulling Q off her. thats when the next strange thing happend. qj just broke down and started crying like a little girl. like...real crying. and he wouldn't stop. and for the rest of the night he shut down and wouldn't talk to anybody. just sat and looked at the firs like a crazy man. bianca and ben faught. binaca is very different when she drinks, she told spew that she wanted to get with him...she kinda lashes out when she is drinking too. so anyways...ben punched a tree and broke his hand and rolled his ankle sum place. nadia was angry...she has PMS every 3 days, so it was nothing new, but is still didn't add to the positive mood. spew got with the girl from out of town, but when he was...pondy came up and started grabbing her boobs. thats just fucking wrong. when joe offered a life back into rainbow (i don't think he was having a very good time either) i took it with open hands. so the night was cut short. i got back to my joint at about 12:30. i'm a little freaked out by pondy's actions last night and a bit shocked about Q and benny. joe was talking to me before we went and he agrees with me. i have always said that if it was a bigger school, sum of us really wouldn't hang out. i think me and joe would...and spew. but the others...they wouldn't. they are too different. i don't want to be getting drunk with sum of those guys for a while now. it was kinda scary to watch them change from mates to bloody monsters...all in their own little way.