i had a dream last night, and it was kinda fucked up...
before i went to bed last night, i was talking to becky about her pa that might be dying soon. i shared some stories about ppl that i have known that have dies and all that. i was just letting her know that i was there for her and everything.
anyways i went to bed and fell asleep straight away. i had this strange dream...
we were in our school hall kicking a footy round and just playing up and shit. i was up one end by my self kicking to a group of my mates. then all off a sudden there was a guy next to me. it was tom. (tom died a few years back in a motor bike crash on his farm.) i looked at him and then picked up a chair and started hitting him in the face with it. he went down and when he got back, he looked like he did after he crashed his bike. i kept hitten' him trying to put him down for good. everyone was asking me what i was doing and i told them that 'i was trying to help him'. i guess i didn't want him to suffer anymore.. after i finished there, i looked over and everyone was watching a TV with a pic of becky's pa dying on it. becky was in the corner crying...so i started to walk over to help but then tom got back up and put a knife right through my heart....then i woke up.
i have never dreampt like that before and it kinda freaked me out...
comments?
*christine*
¬_¬ im also a big fan of the song 'amerika' by rammstein. lol
i/m hoping the set up helps - or at least helps me remember a lot of things - i like your diary look.