i'm going to start this entry off with me talking about someone that i have only just met. well, i have known her for a little bit, but i have only just started to really get to know her the past few days. flozz is a very down to earth kinda girl. i like the way that she operates. for some unknown reason she has chosen to be open and straight forward with me (which i can not complain about)from the word go. sadly her mother passed away on June 28th, 2005. and from my understand it has put massive pressure on her day to day life. and for that i feel for her. i can't understand or try to guess what it must be like for her, but i can take a wild stab and say it must be shitful. i am always there for people that are alright by me. i would give any time and everything that i could for them. and flozz is up there on my- "alright by me" list. i met her at the alpine party. if i was too drunk to remember my incounters with her the next morning, i would soon to remember her presents from the brusing on my legs and upper arms. once again my drunken tongue managed to land me in trouble. flozz assured me that she could throw a punch with the best of them, so i offerend to figh her to prove her wrong. me not being one to wack a girl, soon found myself in trouble when a flurry of right and left hooks came my way. after her taking me down several times i gave up...there was no beating the "chief of fights". and thats where our realtionship begun. i have no regrets about picking a fight with her, if i didn't, i don't think i would have met her. she is a very stand up girl and i have massive respect for her. on heavier news, rebecca really hasn't (still) been her self lately. i don't know whats up, but i am starting to see more and more little things that are falling apart between us. i'm not saying anything, cuz i don't want to make something of maybe nothing. still it gets to me. very untrue, but it feels as if i have been put on the side line..maybe i should just sit it out for a while. on even heavier news...semira has decided to look deep in to my kind ways and made up her mind that we should go out. i don't want that. the girl has problems (as do we all), and i don't want to have to be the one that helps her along with them...saying that, i don't want to add to her problems by being her b/f. i know my feelings for her, and they aren't close to what i would want from a girl in a realtionship. i am attracted to semira on the out side, but once one starts to scratch the surface a different point of view is taken. as stated in one of my earlier entries, she has many things that i dislike about her. things that can't be changed of fixed over night. they are her qualities and she needs to find sumone that like them and her as a whole. i'm not that person. and finally on the lightest news going around- me and the boys have been working day and night to get good at soccer for inter school sport. it is starting to pay off. we were mucking round at lunch and recess today and i must say that we are pretty damn good. recess was spent on ball skills. learning to control the ball. pondy, Q, lucas and benny have picked that up bloody good. knobby still needs work...(on everything). then at lunch we took to goal shots. pondy was on fire, as was Q. benny is the master for sneaky goals and knobby.... needs work. lol. lucas is our goalie and can't be gotten by with any shot. jonny mucked round ith us as well, and it's still got me fucked way the big fella is picking badminton over soccer. we sure could use him. not one to brag about myself, i won't go into too much detail, but along with all the rest, my skills have lifted more as the weeks go past. i'm more than happy with my ball skills and my shots are coming along nicely. we should be in with a chance to keep the championship.