i would first like to say that i don't mind Silverchair's early music (eg-) Anthem for the year 2000, but their newer music is not really flash. they used to be for the music, live for the music. something has died inside them and their music is crap now days. Anthem for the year 2000 was their last good song. anyways- i am feeling sore all over right at the moment. my head hurts cuz i am stressed, my hands hurt from hitting the boxing bag WAY to hard, my feet hurt for the same reason and right now i think that my feelings are a bit sore too. lets start with my head- well...i am stressed, a little bit. i like caitlin sooo much! and i am sure that she likes me back. damn...she don't know that i know that she likes me. i keep telling her that she should tell this guy how she feels, but she thinks he will re-act strange (i would never do that!!) anyways...things will work out in the end, i know they will, one way or another. i am also stressed cuz of our school magazine. we have to have it done very soon and well...we are getting there, very slowly. Neat, i love ya..you knoe that, but u were being a very big bitch today in media. dude, u are cool and stuff, but u are winning no friends treating ppl like that. i understand u want it done, so do i, but treating people like shit is not the way. i know a few people that weren't happy with ya, including myself. my hands and feet- yeah well for stress relief i have been using the boxing bag. good fun, keeps me fit and makes me relaxed. i should start to strap my hands and feet because i am getting cuts and bruises on my hands and feet. but i don't care...only thing that takes my mind off somethings. my feelings- well that comes back to neat again. we will always be mates. we have ups and downs, but today you weren't the best mate in the world. i am not being mean, but when u need something done one day...people might not help ya becasue the way u treated them today. i am just saying.... i don't really know what else to say. the only thing that i really care about in my life right now is caitlin. math tests, deadlines, important dates i have to remember...i don't really care!! what else can i say? surfing is a way of life, not a hobby!! yeah...cya ya all in the next life!