WTF does "eek" mean?? well i thought i would put that as my heading as i don't really know how i feel and i don't know what that means...so it is sort of the same thing...if u get what i am saying!? well it is not long 'til i head off for the US of A! i can't wait, but right now i have more shit going on than a toilet! i got many many things that i have to finish off for school before i go and alot of stuff out side of school that i have to get done. but as i have learnt over the years that hard work pays off.... i am not really talking to caitlin at the moment..and she isn't really talking to me. she gave me a note just brfore school ended and it was saying how she tired and shit so she didn't talk to me coz she would have bitten my head off. i don't really care..yes i do! i am torn between 2 things....one that loves her and wants to be with her and the part that knows that something ain't right and maybe i should let her go.. i don't really know what to do right now..i should start the piles of homework or i should go sleep...i don't really know...i am stuffed up right now...i am thinking about things that i should lay to rest, when i should be thinking about more important things.... peace out sime..xoxox