Listening to: what's luv? - fat joe
Feeling: aggravated
today was unreal fun.
i am starting to get over my cold and i got alot of things off my chest last night with neat. we talked for ages about my problems and hers, and now mine don't seem so big anymore. i feel alot better and i think that made me enjoy today alot more.
wednesdays are all ways the best day. we have the best or easiest day on wednesday. we had media first and then that dream chasers crap. and after lunch we had sport. today i did soccer and i got 4 goals!! YEAH!! i rocked the field out there. anyways you may be thinking.."why has he put his current mood as aggravated when he had such a good day?"
well i am going to tell you why. that devil gurl Caitlin. right get this- i told her i liked her last year and she told me that she didn't like me. thats cool. she picked up a few ppl and so did i. the before i went to TAS i told her i liked her again. she said that was cool and went and kissed another guy. i was mad at her so i went to TAS and came back a better relaxed man. never going to be tricked in to liking her again...why the fuck does she have to be nice to me??? i mean i was over her and i was happy and everything! now she being nice to me and i be nice to her...i can feel the old feelings start to come back in. i don't want them. she is strange with boys...i don't no why, but she get strange when she gets near a relationship....anyways i am fighting the feelings so i don't get hurt....it's hard.....
sorry, i sound a bit cynical
ciao.
love you,
hay
im sorry you have to deal with all the hurt with girls and all that over there.but you should never fight your feelings.ever...if i lived in australia, i'd do anything to be with youuu! :) we would be perfeccct!
hahahaha you are so funny.yayy i'd love to be quueennnn! would you like to be kinnng?! :)