let me ask all you sitD people out there something. -have you eva been told you are going to get something that is unreal great and then it never comes?? i don't know. i kinda know what it feels like now. i got told that i was going to get something from someone, but now she isn't going to give it to me for some reason. it kinda sucks and doesn't feel the best. (more to come on that one...) on a massive different subject i wanted to ask caitlin something again today, but i never got to talk to her cuz i had to go to the try-outs for the production. i don't know if i am just seing things or feeling things for no reason, but when i am around her she smiles alot more and she tells me that i am the only one that she can open up to. the same goes with me. don't get me wrong, i don't like her again...not after what she did. i have forgiven her and i have forgiven myself, but the thing is...( and i don't know if it's there or not )...when i am around her and she is around me there is something in the air. we are both happy and able to open u to each other. i wanted to ask her if she felt the same way, but i thought i would make a dick out of my self in front of her, so i left it at the talk we had yesterday. i am looking to get Dracula in the production this year. he kinda has a kick ass part and i think i am best for it...but we will see. peace to you all