Yeah!! i feel ghetto! yeah i'm bad!...what the hell is ghetto?? well i am feeling it, so what does it matter?..lol! anyways today neat was walking round so i had a bit of a talk to her. she showed me some stuff that she had writen the night before just coz she needed to write. some of the stuff was the most beautiful things i have eva read. she talked about a boy that she loves and he don't know it. it said that she has tried to be nice to him and tried to be an ass hole to him, but that still don't stop the way that she feels about him. i think that was some really unreal and beautiful things that she wrote. who eva that kid out there that she like, betta be nice to her or i will rip their face off. the only problem is- that neat wouldn't tell me who it was. she recons that she don't know who it is, but deep down i know that she really knows who this special guy is. i can remember a while back when i felt a bit shit coz some gurl dumped me, neat tols me that i could do heaps better and one day i will find a real gurlfriend that will make me happy for who i am and she would be beautiful...well right now i am wishing the same for my mate, neat! well now i think josh is going out with jess, or he is about to. i don't know what the go is there, but he is hanging around her ALOT and he was telling me that he might ask her out...we will see...in time. i told joe about how neat wishes she could still talk to him. he was cool with it and stuff, but when neat and i were talking today, he didn't say anything and got shy...again! (don't know what you've done to the kid, neat..!) well i got a badminton thingy coming up. i am playing with ET first and then Nadia so i think i will do alright in them...everybody wish me luck!! well i might be off.... peace out