i will start with soccer. me, joe, pondy, jonny and knobby played soccer for sport on wednesday. it was a blast of a time. it's the first time i have played soccer since the inter school sports last year, when we took out the championship. there were all the little kids playing, but the sides were me, pondy and knobby agaist jonny and joe. fuck it was a good time. the scores were even at 0 all by half time. all us older boys were sweating and weezing like old shits. we gotta cut back on the late nights, girls and beer. lol. we were all playing hard. we made up our minds before the game started to push it hard becasue the inter school is cumming up 3 weeks after the holidays. i was hurting bad, but that didn't and hasn't stopped me before. our first goal came with pondy kicking a corner out and fuck head knobby heading it through. that will only boost fuck head's confidence for pushing to be striker against the other schools. something that no one wants...because he couldn't hit the fucking great wall of china with a soccer ball if he was right in front of it. he would find some small way of fucking up. we all want him to play centre half bench. anyways..then jonny and joe's team scored a bloody good goal with the help of jess in year 9...2 mins later they scored again because our penis sucker of a goalie made up his mind to go get a drink, but not tell us. so the ball rolled very slowly through the posts. it was crunch time. pondy put his over drive on and fucked their defence with some beautiful footwork and scored the final goal. nicley done..i must say. after the match we all shook hands and felt like old men with stiff and sore joints. gave me and the boys a good idea how we are going to match up to the inter school teams. should be interesting. talked to rebecca last night after badminton and took some steps forward in our relationship that still isn't on the go. it was good to talk to her, it always has been. we opened up to each other last night...more than we normally do. we admitted to each other our real feelings for each other. we aren't going to be in a realtionship together until we both agree that she is coping alright with her dad's death. i more than agree with that, because the last thing i want is to make things any worse for her by adding the emotional stress that can come with relationships. i would..and will wait for ever for her to be ready. she doesn't understand my feelings toward her. i woud gladly give up anything, just to be with her. she will understand one day....maybe.