Listening to: nothing
Feeling: alone
gav's 18th was the other night. i never really liked gav that much. he was always a fat smart ass and they aren't the type pf people i hang with. my brother became my hero when one day at school he punch gav in the face. there is more to that story, but the punch was the most important and exciting thing that happened.
anyways me and joe walked around town for ages early on in the night looking for his twin brother. after a few hours we found him sitting out side the pud waiting for their mum. their mum came out after a while, very drunk! she came over and started talking to me and hugging me and kissing me on the cheeks! lol! it was funny as. i never thought she liked me that much.
after a while of piss farting around we went down to Gav's joint. there were a few ppl there and me and joe got nice and drunk. i met a new bloke that i have seen but never talked to. good man he is. lol..everyone recons we look the same, so now i have a new twin!
just before i left, at about 1 in the morning, i heard that caitlin had kissed another guy. yeah well i thought that i would be really heart broken or something. but thinking now...i don't really care. she knew how i felt and she had the ball in her court. she fucked up and it's not my problem.
she doesn't talk to me at school anymore, well not just at the moment. it's sad that a friendship like that has finished now (maybe). who knows what will happen in the future...?
peace to you all
One vital thing that you need to know, wait, maybe two.
I'm a dramaqueen and I tend to say things I don't mean or have no intention in doing =)
I have never been able to blend and I don't think I will anytime soon, so no need to worry about that.
Also I could never devote myself to celibacy, I'm a sex goddess, I swear. =P
Also my lack of faith is possibly disturbing. =)
xxx
Sammy
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Ah I shall go.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaa =P
xxx
sammy
oh goodness, yes that is true. BUT CAITLIN KISSING ANOTHER BOY?! um, OKAY. thats stupid. and yes, of coarse you will always have me =) never forget that. i'm sorry this whole thing with her isn't working out, i dont know whats going on but i always want you to be happy. i looooveeee yaaa =)
-elishaaaaaaaaa!*