well it has happened again! that piece of crap caitlin has made me like her to the max...again! just the way she is...just draws me in to her..her looks, smell, the way she walks, the way she talks, the clothes she wears and how she wears them, the way she smiles....GOD DAMN!...shit! i like her so much! i was just talking to neat and she recons that most of the time, what a gurl says and what a gurl does is 2 different things! i don't know...but right now i am wish that it is true coz she told neat and jenna the other day that she likes me, but she would never kiss or go out with me coz it wou;d reck our friendship. all i can say is- who needs friends?? not me! i got to many...could do to lose some!! :)..damn that gurl! she rocks my worls and this time i am NOT going to stop until i get her. she has slipped through my fingers a few times now...not going to happen again. i will get her....and if it don't work out then i will move on for good!!!!!.... peace out sime