well it has been a fucked up few days. lol. annnd i think it is best if i just write about it and get it out. it started on wednesday afternoon when we were playing basketball. i love playing sport, i don't care if i am getting beat, as long as i'm getting beat fair. anyways, half way through the game, molly punched me in the nuts. yeah well that HURT. she laughed about it and didn't say sorry. i don't mind if sum one takes me down, as long sa they didn't mean to do it and they say sorry. but molly laughed it off and left me on the ground. so the game went on and the calls were all going to the girls. i got pissed off and told the umpire to pull her finger out. so anyways..we have the umpire as our form teacher, so at the end of the day when we were just leaving, she was getting all in my face about me cracking the sads in the game. i have a lot of respect for the teacher, but she was being a bitch, so i didn't say anything, last thing i wanted was to say sumthing fucking stupid out of anger...didn't sleep too good that night either (no real suprize). next day i got to school and the teacher pulled me straight in to her office and told me that she was sorry. mrs p is a good lady and i really like her. so we sorted things out. she asked me how i was going with school and all that...it's not like talking to a tacher, it's more a mate. so i told her things that were pissing me off (like the girls thinking they were better). she helped me through it, gave me options and all that. she also told me that me and abbey needed to have a talk and for me to let her know that i was still there for her and to keep our mateship on track...which i did straight away. i can't be letting me and my (fake) little sister float apart. i was happy that everything was cool... that night i went to the gym meeting. the town is just getting a gym so everyone is pumped and i wanna start using it. anyways, it is from the alpine school that it got started....same as what we did for the yurunga gardens. the thing that just tore me down, was when the fag ass dick chewer teacher was talking and said that the project was such a success that he was going to invite the headmaster and another teacher from the alpine school to look at it when it was the opening. thats cool...apart from the fact that why didn't he get them down when we had the opening of our gardens? we put up with a lot of fucking crap going through that garden shit, and it's just shitful that we aren't seen that we tried our dicks off to get it done. forget about us. so after the meeting, i went for a run and then hit the bag. silly old me, being in such a foul mood, forgot to wear gloves. so now all the skin off my knuckles are off. i didn't/don't care. i hit that bag so hard, let my frustrations out. i didn't want to finish that garden, but i did just so we wouldn't be seen as quiters. and waht thanx do we get? "well done, but the gym is better, so we will forget ur crap little effort"???? i'm not ashamed that after it, i managed to hug mum and cry. yeah it's not manly, but i just needed it. how fucking dare they? i know mum understand where i'm cuming from. finally...today was the last day of school. i talked to the cock sucking fuck ball teacher that forgot about our effort...was nice to him...didn't punch his face until it caved in. made me happy to think i can restrain my self if needed. but now it is holidays. many more stories to cum soon.... xoxox