today was a good day. i woke up in the morning fucking stuffed from a 18 hour day yesterday and with a sore throat. but i woke up with happy thoughts of the night before. badminton kicked off. damn i had fun there. i played alrighty, but i am still trying to get back to how i normaly play...but i can tell that i am already better than i was last year. so i guess good things are to come. the morning was shit, until LOTE when benny put his elbow through the window. lol! it was great. boof pushed him and my nizzel benny put it right through the window, smashing it to bits! ....great times the it hit lunch time after a few more slow hours. anita had had a talk to me. we haven't talked for fucking ages. i can still open up to her easy. and i put all those things out my mind that she was saying about god and i had a good talk to her. then she went and caitlin came over. i haven't talked to her since gavs party (entry- Gav's 18th). she fucked me over there and i was pissed off at her, but today we fucking talked for hours and i loved it. we talked about that night and how she is going out with BJ now and how i feel and how she feels. i don't know what she thought was going to happen when she went out with BJ, but she tells me now that it isn't exciting anymore. i really wouldn't describe relationships as exciting, but if that whats she thinks, then thats what she should get...i guess. but it is better to love than hate. so i am all round happy that i talked to her and we made up. peace to you all