here is a letter i wrote to caitlin but now i don't want to give it to her..... Hey girl, i was just laying on my bed thinking about what it's going to be like at this Alpine Camp, when i thought....."it will be great to make all those new mates up there, but i am going to miss all of my friends at home soooo much!" then i started thinking about each and every one of them....pondy, QJ, Anita, abbey...every single one. As i was going down this long list of friends i came to one name that stood out from the rest.... i thought about this girl for AGES, about how smart she is, about how funny she is, how bright she is and how she is one of the happyist ppl i know. All of a sudden i felt very bad....i don't want to leave all of my friends and i really don't want to leave this one person that i can't stop thinking about. lets just take some time out from me telling you all this and clear a few things up. 1-this person i can't stop thinking about...it is you. 2-how strange is it that i am laying on my bed and thinking of you?? 3-i have no idea why i can't stop thinking about you...?? i am glad i have got that out of my system now. but it don't feel better. why not?? isn't it when you've wanted to tell some one something for ages and then u finally do....it is like a weight lifted off your chest?? it is very late,babe...(10 to 12 at night). i am just sitting here thinking of you.... i just thought of something! it is a reason why i can't stop thinking of you. i have tried all the other reasons in my head and none of them really match up. i don't want it to be true....i can feel it now....i have fallen in love!i feel like i am in a dream..love has taken over my body....HELP ME!! i have liked u for ages..... please don't feel different about me. if you don't like me please don't treat me different now that you no..... love simon. well that was my letter to caitlin. i wrote that at night as soon as i woke up from i dream i had. it was very late at night and i just wrote what i felt and then i was going to give the letter to her the next day at school....i chickened out. i like her so much. i am going on a alpine camp soon for 9 weeks and i won't see her for ages......i have to ask anita to do something for me. i want her to do a big thinf for me, buti want her to watch over caitlin and make sure nothing happens to her. make sure she knows that i am still on the earth......stuff it....you know, stuff like her that i like her. i want her to do it while i am away..! i know i can't stop her, but i don't want her to like any other boys..... thanx.. sime