Listening to: David Bowie
Feeling: abused
Today was probaly the worst day I've had in awhile. It was one of those days you start off in a crappy attitude, and it steadily increases. Sara hasnt been acting herself lately on the bus, and to come onto that "I'm in a strange, secretive mood" sara was not a better part of my day. Then Sam came on who thinks shes better then everyone else, and has every reason to pick on kids younger then her, which was also a downer on the whole bus ride. School generally sucked until I got to FINALLY see Mike. As soon as I saw him I forgot all the reasons I had to be mad, and had a carefree lunch. What would I do without Mike?
The rest of the afternoon was just as crappy as the first, and the bus-ride was yet again another from hell. I'm not one to say the "F" word, but I was so pissed off today that I shouted it. It made Sara mad, but Sara's got her own issues.
I cant believe I honestly thought that life would be great since my last two days were wonderful, they were more like a sugar-high. Keeps you going for a little while, but then dumps you in the ditch seconds later. I dont know. All day I wanted to cry, but it was like I forgot how to. The only thing I could do was shout and yell, anger increaseing with every little incident, I dont know, maybe its just pms, hopefully.
--Until tomorrow then
Love,
Superman
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