Listening to: Snow Patrol- Chocolate
Just because you were right before
Doesn't mean you're right
To make up now would just vindicate
Every doubt I had
It's not as simple as
How much you think you care
You would never know
When to take the hint
Broken glass aside
My feelings stay the same
Covered head to toe
In blood and fear and spite
Snow Patrol^
So one day I'll write a theory on love. It will be the most profound thing you'll ever read, but it wont change your life.
Why do we always have to figure things out on our own? I put myself through heartbreak more then guys do.
Sometimes I feel like Cory is an ass to me just to be an ass. Ever since I got him sick he's been a big baby about it. I dont see how someone could be mad at getting an illness from someone.
I dont think I'm in love I know I am though, otherwise why would I put up with all the low parts?
I have a couple of theorys about Cory. I dont think he can take the blame for anything. Its not things like not doing hsi homework, but...well I cant even explain it. If we get in a fight he never takes the blame. He always tells me that I shouldnt shoulder the blame all the time, but he never speaks up.
I think I can do better and I think I cant. There's a fantastic side to Cory and theres a Vomit-like side.
I wish I had listened to my mom and saved love for when I was 30. IN all seriousness what do I know now? Why do I need it now?
Because I'm in the hardest years of my life.
Tomorrow I'm going to church with Cory and my grandparents then we're going bowling witha group of people.
Tomorrow makes or breaks it.
Until tomorrow then,
Your Neighborhood Superman
how does it fly superbunny?
best of luck, little sister.
-matt