I dont want to say antying I'll regret, but at the same time, I want to get everything off my chest. I confessed I still liked Mike on Saturday, and he has yet to respond. Being the impatient child I am, I've just about given up hope. I feel as if his not responding is saying Kayla get over it, pick your ass up, and move one. But I dont want to make a mistake, but then again I am the worlds greatest mistake master. Why not further progress at my skill. Ah confusion. I've just liked Mike for so long...I guess everyone has there first loves right? Or should I just wait. I must afmit I'm a stubborn, impatient one as is, being on PMS has not had its positives either. I think I'll wait so I dont hurt anyone, including myself in the process. But come January 5, I shall know what route I'm taking. I promise. ___________________________________________ Ok so my mum hates my aunt. She doesnt agree with her one bit on anything, and she'd be happier if she never made contact with my uncle again. I love my aunt. We share the same view and opnion on most everything, and my uncle is one of the most intelligent airforce guys I know. This situation does not get much better. Aunt Jan invited Tyler and myself over today, just to run errands and hangout. Tyler of course doesnt want to go becasue he is so similar to my mum and idolizes her, so he throws a fit and calls mother dearest to inform her of his traumatic troubles. My mother, the sweetest of them all, asks to talk to me so she can further yell at me and guilt me about going to my aunts house. All I want to do is go with my aunt and baby cousin. Gosh, hes only what, 4 months old now, and its not like I see them everyday. Well once again, Fairplay Kayla will probably have to give up what she wants, for something she doesnt believe in to makes other people happy. I have to be defying some moral in there. _________________________________ Well I gave in....but just for the time being. I will overall conquer. The little battles fought, will mean less when the largest battle is won. Until I'm not in such a aggravated mood then, Your neighborhood Superman