Wow, I have a bunch to get off my chest. For starters, as of now I feel like complete shit. Logan took my patience to the roof, and higher today, so by fifth period I was about ready to kill. I wish I had someone to talk to this about today, but no one wants to listen, I know a lot of people hate me t the moment. Bleh... And just as a note to all of you who seem to be so interested in my life and read my diary now....The reason I didnt show anyone this is because I thought you would think different of me, and thats the last thing I wanted....Well as of today I could care less. I'm going to speak nothing but the cold hard truth, and if its too much for you then dont read....Im just letting you know this is how I feel. The dance was the most depressing thing I've ever sat through....yes, sat. I think Jack, Stephen, and I remained in the same seats and position for the entirey of the whole dance. They were a riot, mind you, spitting candy canes at each other, but I've never felt so lonely in my life. I must say I never want to feel the way I did tonight again.... It pains me to know that I love him, I say I always will, I know I always will, but saying it and reminding myself is a like a slow suicide. It hurts so much. I thought everything was fine, but I guess it wasnt, huh? I think reality really hit me today at the dance. Slapped me actually. I wish everything was the way it used to be.. :O( I feel like shit so I'll leave whoever finds time to read about my useless life at ease... I guess I have stopped caring about everything Until tomorrow then, Your neighborhood Superman