I have poor circulation and my hands are always cold. The weather, however, has been excellent. I washed my truck and the van today, a chore I appreciate and enjoy. I had a couple odd theories in my head coming into this entry, but I've lost them to my memory. Thoughts have been failing me lately. I get too much sleep and I'm still tired during the day. I blame medicine The boyfriend and I had Teen Court yesterday. I was a defending attorney and I didnt do bad. My girl got minimum community hours (32). Marijuana possesion case. Bummer for her. I'd like to be a divorce attorney one day. So if you're thinking of divorce in ten years or so, you come see me. Yesterday I witnessed a suicidal Blue heron; it was actually quite sad. It almost hung itself in front of us, and from the chunk of its neck missing we could tell it wasnt its first time. The boyfriend spoked it and we let it be. Right now things are well, but I'm scared for the future. Oddly enough, as I'm holding this conversation with a good friend, I'm afraid of falling into old habits. Things feel new and fresh enough though so perhaps I should just drop it. --Kayla