I do not know how to feel anymore. I'm very confused right now. I thought I liked Chase, but I know I didnt. I told Sara I did, just so I didnt feel like I was constantly dwelling on Mike. But I just old Mike I liked him, and let me tell you. It was the HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. It took a lot of reassurance to even get me to say it. I'm not sure if the ending was good or bad. Mike kinda left me without a response, and yet with one. Whatever shall I do. I have to tell you though, my heart was racing and a'beating harder then anything. I have never been so scared, and felt so brave at the same time. It was very very different. Some new monster, yet, unmonster I have yet to face. Will it be my rise or fall? Time shall tell. Until tomorrow then, Your neighborhood Superman finally turned brave