I cant have what I want. Its always too much.

Listening to: None
Feeling: placid
Not telling everyone how I feel is going to drive em crazy someday. I'll just explode on the spot and no one will ever realize I had it in me. I'm starting to see people take advantage of me and not only does it piss me off but it makes me want to...be alone..for a long time. Just alone. Not seeing any of my friends from school is disancing me even more. Then talking to them pisses me off and I dont even know why. I feel like I've created some type of image for myself and they believe I no longer have feelings. Or get hurt too. I dont like this whole love ordeal eitherbecuse its beginning to hurt again too. When we broke up, that wound is still there and still on the surface. Things are wonderful know and w're together but the happiness for me is wearing paper thin. Or maybe I'm jsut in a bitchy mood. Doesnt matter anyway. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman
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[Anonymous]
Kayla..I think that i am one of the ppl "taking advantage" of you. I am SUPER sry if i am. ABout you helping me with my site i thank you so much! I understand how you feel on the inside and you do such a great job being kind to the biggest assholes alive. I Love you, and eventhough you get caught up in chores and mom..you are always there. You were there for when the cops were after me ;) and my biggest crush.
Love
Sara
Ive been readin that kid Alliswrong, and you comment about every single entry! Why dont ya marry em ya wanna be english loser. kapeesh..HA
[Anonymous]
i know what u mean about not seeing ppl then talking to them and getting mad. because its like...well idk how to explain it lol but i know how u feel!!
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