Listening to: None
Feeling: angry
Theres a hint of bipolar somewhere in the air. I experienced it today, as did my mother. I dont know whats going on, but today was probably the worst day I've ever had, and I'm OK with it. I cried so many times today (I havent cried in MONTHS), and I was just so completely unhappy I ruined my whole day and my mothers. And in all honesty, I dont think I'm to blame.
I'm pissed. This song sums up my day completley.
Rd- woke up cryin’ with the break of dawn, and,
I looked up and the sky,
The air was still, yet all the leaves were falling,
Can you tell me why?
Rh- well, I just don’t know the reason,
I don’t know what to say,
It just seems a normal day,
And, I’ve got to live my own life,
I just can’t spare the time,
But, you’ve got strange things on your mind
Rd- well, I just feel ,that every minute’s wasted,
My life is unreal,
And anyway, I guess, I’m just not rated,
At least twice, that’s how I feel
Rh- well, I just don’t know the reason,
I don’t know what to say;
It just seems a normal day
And, I’ve got to live my own life,
I just can’t spare the time;
But, you’ve got strange things on your mind.
Rd- eat a lot, sleep a lot,
Passing the time away,
Maybe I’ll find my way,
Who am I kidding?
Yes, it’s just myself.
I wish I wasnt such a bitch.
Until tomorrow then,
Your Neighborhood Superman
love,
Jayme