Alright shithead, time to chuck your ass out the window. I feel better after saying that:O) My mood yesterday as opposed to today is almost completley opposite. I'm feeling pretty good and not so beat up anymore. Softball season was horrible for me yesterday and I wept away my tears through a box of tissues. I just feel like the weakest player sometimes and I dont want to lead the team down with my stupid mistakes. I wish I had started on J.V. because we scrimmaged them today, and not to brag but I'll be damned if I wouldn't have been the team all star. Such is life-- Life goes on. My school grades were pretty rough too. 3 A's and one B, but two are steadily dropping and I have to maintain a 4.0. I dont care what crap you throw at me, I have to keep it. At least freshman year, at least. My personal life is OK I guess. I dont really have that many GOOD friends, currently, but I do have people who are friends. I dont really keep up well with friends, and most accuse me of being a bad "friend". I guess to relieve stress I should just stop worrying about it, but I dont know. People are too complex for me to keep up with. Michael and I are doing good. He makes me happy and I feel better when I'm around him. I guess I always feel like I'm on a rollercoaster when I'm with him though, and I dont know why. I love him, thats all that matters. I love him, I do. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman