I feel both the great positives and great negatives of today. I dont know. I'm trying to approach things with a different attitude to avoid heartache and heacache but the overanalyzing part of me that I seem to have perfected is killing me. I just dont get this kid. Actually I do get him, and thats what makes things worse. He's a VERY open person and he's open minded and he doesnt hold a single thing back. Thats good in a way because its helped me be more open with my feelings, but it also hurts my feelings sometimes. He'll tell me in a go about way that I'm not the girl of his dreams but he still really really likes me. We made the mistake of saying love when caught up in a really good evening. But I think now we're back to really really liking. My problem is that when I fall, I fall hard. I've never been a girl to be kinda in-like. Kinda in-like doesnt cut it for me. If I'm going to crash with the ship I'm going full throttle (reminds me of the Perfect Storm...great movie..I want to watch it. That and Apollo 13, and Armageddon). Anyway, its just. I guess I put too much emotion in this? Maybe. I think Cory is too up front too and expects to much from this relationship. Not sex-wise or anything. Just happiness wise? I dont know. We'll see I guess. In other news school let out early today event though it wasnt snowing. Its snowing now and its sticking but the roads arent that cold so it wont freeze. I bet we go to school. Either way I'm going to stay up late watching Whose Line is it Anyway just for the hell of it. I'm in that bum it and watch T.V. mood. http://www.danecook.com He makes me laugh. Thats another thing about Cory. We have similar things that make us laugh, but he's not a sitcom laugh kinda guy and I am. THERE I go overanalyzing again. Later kids. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman