Listening to: None
Feeling: anxious
Today was our first scrimmage. Varsity scrimmage. The big leagues. The scary leagues.
I was beyond nervous.
Given the oppurtunity, I would've been prepared to fake a heart attack to get out of the game.
At one point, I almost peed my pants.
BUT, I still had to play.
I went in as Second during the fourth inning. One error in field, but I'm surprised I didnt have more. I was shaking like mad. People were pointing.
I struck out at bat, but I kinda of expected it. My nerves were jiggling and mixing with my thoughts, plus I've always been crazy scared about getting hit by the pitcher. And today I was convinced she was going to hit and break my hip all in one sweep.
She would've if I hadnt been so dancy in the box.
Ah, gah.
I hope Wednesday's scrimmage is better. Its evident I need practice.
:O/
Such is life.
Life goes on:O)
Until tomorrow then,
Your Neighrborhood Superman
ttyl,
Jayme