I've been stuck in neutral lately. No matter what I do things arent going how I wish they would. Maybe I'm just being lazy about life. I dont really know how to explain it. I guess its kind of like lately I'm past the point of caring. I have a feeling I've just been hit with too many things lately and it took me down at the knees. Its not even workload wise or anything. Just...life taking a batting practice out on me I guess. I struck out a couple innings ago. But, yah know what? With all great falls come great risings. I dunno if you kids function that way, but I do. After the breakdown, after everything possible has gone wrong, its somehow easier to stand up with a smile and start all over. Someone says thats how the crazies work. Probably. I'm too analytical. I dont think people give me enough credit. I'm selfish, I guess. I wish I were a fool. Beautiful prefereably, as Daisy says it [The Great Gatsby]. I'm tired and I just want it to be over for now. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman