I've had a lot ofmixed feelings lately....everything is changing.... I feel so bad for leaving my friends at QA, because they've all been so good to me. Its all so akward. Well I've had a BIZILLION people tell me they're buying me candygrams...and I forgot my money today so I'm making KAYLAGRAMS tonight. Yay...yay! I'm also wrapping like 30 presents tonight....I hate wrapping. Besides the fact that I'm awful at it, I can never get the tape off the dispenser. I GOT TO SEE MELISSA TODAY! That was like the best! I havent seen her for what, 3 weeks now? I'm used to seeing her two three times a day...her parents taking her really pisses me off. I want Meliiiiiissa back. She's always been my best friend. For Christmas she got me this ADORABLE globe with dolphins jumping INTO it...its so pretty. I'll have to put a picture f it up if I get the chance. Melissa come HOME. Mum is starting to annoy me with her constant grudge against my aunt. I know my aunt never spent a lot of time iwht my grandfather, but my mum never spent a lot of time iwht my grandmother, and she was still interested in what happened AFTER she passed away. Honestly mum holds completely PERMANENT grudges which annoys the crap out of me. I wanted to SCREAM when she started talking about how much of a bitch my aunt was, and that she didnt want me to get "involved" with her. But I kept my cool.....for now at least. I'll just wait till the perfect oppurtunity strolls in and give him a punch square in the jaw. I dont think mum realizes how much of an influence she sets on Tyler either. he repeats everything she says, which one day will screw her over big time. He hates the same people she hates....get your act together mum. The real reason shes pissed at my aunt is because my uncle asked her to wash her hands before she picked up my baby cousin Ryan (3 1/2 months). What a shitty reason to fuss over. Shes a god damn smoker for crying outloud she should wash her hands WITHOUT even thinking about it. Sorry for the profanity you guys, I know I'm not normally like this but this topic has got me fire hot. I wish I has someone to talk to about it...Ah well. Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman