Sorry my entries havent been up to level lately. I've been in a piss-poor mood over something I just want to leave behind. I want to get out of here. This week has to be the week from Hell. Just about anything that could've gone wrong, has and there are millions of things I could rant over and over again. I'm sick of liars, I'm sick of being accused of things, ANYTHING. I'm sick of being judged immediately, I'm sick of no one talking to me anymore. I'm sick of messing up, I'm sick of mum being home all the damn time bossing me around. I'm sick in the mind. I thought I exercized everything off. I did two miles between biking and jogging, and then another two miles roller-blading. But no, I'm still in my pissidom wrath. I dont even want to be around people in general. I just want to get away on my own. I sat at the peir today and almost just jumped right into the water and swam to the other side. But there were men crabbing nearby and a girl and old man pretending to be fishing were sitting on a bench 100 yards away that would've thought what I was doign was quite peculiar, or maybe they would'e joined me. Whatever it was instead I went home and helped dad tear apart the bathroom and fix all the holes in the wall. Damn does hammmering feel good. Just waking up every morning feels a chore. And if my tab button doesnt start workign I'm going to piss someone off. I think the topic thats bothering me is love. And I love him. I'm just crazy and disapointed in myself and stir crazy and I acnt stand it anymore. I'll ride out the storm and see where we get from there. You've probably bored of me by now, I'll leave you to return to your happir lives. Thanks for listeing:O) Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman