Disappointment has become a very close friend of mine. Theres something about the way things are going that I just dont like and cant see to get around. I dont understand it, its like my emotions are taking over and leaving me with only the negative side effects....It leaves me in a constant depressed feeling, and he sure doesn reassure me one bit. This is the sharpest turn I've ever seen take place in the rollercoaster relationship. And its not as if we're fighting, or either of us had even mentioned anything to the other. I can just kind of sense it. And as much as I lvoe him, it makes me think, am I just setting myself up for another fall? Am I handing him the knife to stab me with? Or am I just being stupid and overanalyzing this, although I doubt that is the case. I hope it is though... Oh dear....well this song kinda sums up how I feel, any of your who listen to Rooney will understand: I'm losing you I'm losing all control Just let me be Let me be alone for now I want to be alone tonight Once again we've gone off track And lost all hope for coming back It's time to restart again And try all over again It's time to work The work is useless now Can't you see Your help is lost to me I want to be alone tonight Well I'm off to e-mail Captain, he always has a way of helping a lost soul:O) Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman