Listening to: none
Feeling: decaffeinated
I want nothing more then to let go of everything and genuinely smile again.
I want nothing more then a soft-shirted shoulder to cry on. I want nothing more then a tissue.
I want nothing more then to loose myself in this whole mess and finally give up.
I want nothing more then to be able to do the things I've stated.
I want nothing more then to apologize repeatedly for whatever I did to make you mad.
I want nothing more then to run back into your arms and say I'm sorry.
I want nothing more then to stop wanting and getting my hopes up.
I want you.
Until tomorrow then,
Your nieghborhood Superman
P.S. I owe A LOT of comments, and I promise I'll catch up....just give me a couple days.
You seem sad and nostalgic, which I have discovered through my years of miserable relationshipping, are two horrible things to be to make any sort of decision on. I see glimpses of the war inside you through a caleidoscope of journal and it looks confused.
That happens. Let it.
Be well.
--Nick