Ok, I'm going to be completely honest. I'm not holding anything in, I like Mike. Mike said he wasnt going to read my diary, so I'm going to tell the truth. In a way I wish he would read it, so I could feel like I got that off my chest, but I know he doesnt feel the same way. I wish I could just say it outloud though, instead of being such a chicken about EVERYTHING. BAH --Superman