My friends are trying to throw me a surprise party and I wont let them. I found out the day they started planning it and I've made myself the biggest hassel since then. I dont feel bad about it. I should feel selfish, but I dont. I dont want to have a party in honour of me that wont even be in honour of me and have all the girls all over cory. Uh uh girlfriend. Yes I know its sounds incredibly stupid, but I dont care. Incredibly selfish. I think I can pull it off just this once. I made up a babysitting gig all day Saturday so now I dont have any real plans. Maybe I'll go out with mom. Plus, they're jsut throwing me this party because I throw them parties. I do it because I like watching people get surprised and have fun. Honestly. I passed out getting bloodwork done the other day. It was a really cool feeling, actually, until waves of nausousness rolled in. I had gone too long without food and my blood sugar was low. I was only out for under a minute but I scared mom. It was just like it is in the movies. Everything goes white, dont remember anything, random thigns are in your head as your awoken and the doctors voice gets louder and louder. I swear it. I'm gonna go take a walk. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman