Listening to: Ping Pong in my head
Feeling: abandoned
Mike replied, it wasnt SUPER, it wasnt AWFUL it was just ok.
Seems we're in the same sort of predicament, he likes me when I'm arond and sometimes when
I'm not but he's still confused. I like him when he's around, but someone ALWAYS brings Chase back-up and sets my mind in a whirlwind. I jsut wish life had instructions that everyone could follow and come out of it all happy. I want to be happy, not confused.
A lot of people dont want to see Michael and I together, which hurts because these are my best friends. But I also know they're looking out for me and dont want to see ME hurt.
Let the confusion end.
I feel like singing now.
"Thanks that was fun,
Dont forget, no regrets
Except maybe one,
Made a deal, not to feel
God that was dumb
Everybody knows the deal fell through.
I was hoping I could just blame you.
When was it that I became so soft?"
I've never wanted to stand up and yell or scream or SOMETHING more in my life.
Oh well
Until tomorrow then,
Your Neighborhood Superman
good luck with all the emotions. i know.. i hate them too. well sometimes
until next time....