Lord I ask you this one thing, work in spite of me

Listening to: None
Feeling: ambivalent
Chels dog has a ruptured disc, recently proclaimed by the docotor (recently refers to tuesday). He predicted she would live another 2 years on medicine. Saturday afternoon they went away and left their keys with me. I let the dogs out twice. Today I woke up, went to church and lunch then to run errands, didnt get bafck till 3:30, ran to let the dogs out. They were fine. We played a bit, the dog had no limping problems. Chels came home around 8. Chance was dead. Being an outsider looking in I would never blame me, but right now I cant help but think I was part of the problem. The dog was nine ruptured disc stays in the crate from 8-12 and 1-3 all day (except weekends) has never been on a walk lazy but not a big dog didnt eat anytime I let her out drinks out of a toilet that is not used had no water dish in the crate I have this sinking feeling that I waited too long to let the dogs out and something happened with the bladder. I dont know what to think. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman
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ya i think we do too.
oh good. ya i've been getting jelous over two of my friends hanging out iwth otu me... my moms said those are feeligns you cant help but i hate it. its not even a good reason. and i got pissed at this guy because he sudenly ahd to go...grrr. meh.

Later Days!
*~Ashley~*