Just when I think I have everything figured out something new gets tossed on my plate and I've gotta dissect it. I suppose life would be rather boring if we didnt always follow this routine, but routine in itself gets boring so its almost lose/lose. Cept I'm not pessimistic, so I guess I really have nothing to say on the only thing I want to say everything about. Mom's are always right. I've come to accept this fact, even though I may not always follow by its example. I am too young for love. However I know if I didnt experience this now I'd jsut get hit with it later in life so whats the point. Now or later? Guess you gotta follow the road already marked and figure it out from there. So.. pointless statements aside, I'm head over heels in love with a guy I cant stand at times. He doesnt know how to take the blame for anything, he's negative, he (unintentionally but constantly) hurts my feelings EVEN though I've told him his jokes are not that funny and I do not take them in the manner he wishes, and yet instead of driving me crazy with hate I cant help but be in "love." Someone tell me where I went wrong. What exit I missed. I'm in Drivers Ed now so I'm getting pretty good with road signs, so just help me along the way why dontcha. I think I have more testosterone in this relationship. Cory is one of the moodiest people I have ever met, but we have the same ideas and thats what makes things fantastic sometimes. But I swear I console to him as a boyfriend should to a girlfriend. HE tries to make ME jealous of all his "girl" friends. I'm the male in this relationship and he gets all the perks of supposedly being the one in charge. Good gravy. I need to figure this out. We fought all day today and I avoided him entirely in school. My friends think I'm crazy and my mother enjoys the stories of young heartache. Oh boy, something tells me I've gotta figure this out or dwell forever. This weekend we're going to do something spontaneous and fun. I just gotta figure out what it is we'll be doing and plan it. Ideas are welcomed. Matter of fact, I pay in wonderful compliments and cookies. Home-baked...mother approved. Oye vey. ALl that aside I have my first driving lesson this Saturday. 9 a.m. with a police officer helicopter guy. Thats pretty exciting. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighborhood Superman