it just feels better, thats all

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turnaround bright eyes Turnaround bright eyes Turnaround, every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be Turnaround, every now and then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am Turnaround, every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you Turnaround, every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do speaking of eclipses there was one last night. who else was cool enough to see it? I got off work just as it was happening I fell asleep last Saturday Underneath polluted skies I walked alone in those Jersey nights And I Saw the board walk start to fall The emptiness starts to drown The quiet corners of this town tonight Late last night I made my plans It was the only thing I felt I could do Said goodbye to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth It's gonna kill me the rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face All of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life This is my all time low Somehow it feels so familiar Somehow it seems so familiar I feel like letting go And every second that goes by I'm screaming out for second tries This is the mess I've made These are the words I can't erase This is my life support Shutting down For the final time And it twists like a blade And kills me for the rest of my life If you won't forgive me the rest of my life Let me apologize while I’m still alive I know it's time to face All of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life two songs minus some fluff that just describe my mood. sad with no reason. not even sad cause thats not the right word. whatever. I am happy. I have a surprise for everyone to see, but for now I have an essay to write
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Surprises?
Splendid!
I love surprises... but only when I get to be external to it and/or it doesn't give me a heart attack.
Please don't give me a heart attack, the old ticker can only handle so much these days.

- I trust you.
Alexander's back again! I appreciate your telling ME when you notice his infrequent appearances, so I like to return the favor when I can. Cya, Scott
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