I'm so tired of girly emotions, I want to just drain everything from me and start all over again. I want to cry. I want to talk. After last night I'm so terribly confused. Things arent the way they used to be at all, I feel like Mike could move on any moment now and I'd be left sitting on this pedastal, alone. I dont mind being alone, actually I prefer it, but theres something about Mike that makes everything ok again. I need time to think. Until tomorrow then, Your Neighbhorhood Superman