Just came back from USC and it was so draining. When I first got there with my mom, I just got a donut and lemonade but I hardly touch it. Then I saw Steph come in late and said 'hi' to her and then we had to go to this other place. And so we invited Gina to come along (she's going to be kicking it with us). And when I was there, it was so boring and I was so hungry. And it's weird with me, everytime I'm hungry, I get all sick and naseous. So I just stood outside and missed out on some of the things said. Afterwards, we headed to lunch and I ditched Steph and Gina because they went off to the restroom together and I'm like, forget them. So I ate 3 slices of pizza and drank 7-Up. Then we had to split up (parents and children) for the workshops. Steph and Gina waited for me and we went to this room (so small and so crowded) for the workshop. I was worried about my mom because she doesn't really speak nor understand English so I didn't know how she was going to deal on her own. It was okay there but Steph mostly talked to Gina. We did a collage and got up to present it and explain why we put certain pictures there. Then the instructor talked about some rules and went over the 2 assignments, which are due Monday =( Then we went back and I started feeling so tired. And my mom was tired. But we stuck around. And then we went with the other people to see what class we were going to be in. It's in the Edison Auditorium in the Marshall School of Business in USC. So based on this whole day, I'm not looking forward to this ABL thing. I mean, I'm like a third wheel between Steph and Gina and I'm just there. There are 3 other students from my school there. I only know 2 of 'em and I talked one of 'em. It seems as if everyone around me are living such happy lives except me =/ I don't know and it's frustrating and upsetting and I feel as if I can't relate to them or something. I just don't want to go anymore and I just don't want to do much this vacation. I might end up hanging out with other people or something =/ I ignored them at times.