it's the kind of sadness that you feel in your chest and creeps into your heart... all i wanted was his attention, all i wanted was just to spend time with him today. i don't know what's happening, this relationship is coming at its crossroads and i'm not so sure what to do. keep dragging on with this? he is so different from everybody else but he's been neglecting me a lot lately. things just aren't the same. i don't wanna end this. but he's not changing.