rgrsah8ifsyi! conflabbit! i am so diliriously happy [almost] right now. i finally got the meditation shiznit on my mp3 player so i can meditate... here at home... in the car... during school... at the library... anywhere! i was so furious that my mp3 player wasn't functioning properly the other day when i really needed to meditate too! but thank god it works. i was ready to call the company who made my mp3 player to vent. in addition, i got an editor's choice award for a poem i wrote. i haven't gotten one since... 9th grade i think. that's a long time, that was back in 2003. jesus christ it's been 3 years. i guess i have sergio to thank for that. if i wasn't so sad and whatnot, this poem would've never been written. only 33 poets out of GOD KNOWS HOW MANY gets picked. and they're poem are not only published, but going to be recited on a cd. oh how wonderful a poem must be to be recited onto a cd for one's listening pleasure. lots of mails today. i feel so important. i feel like going out to eat some tacos. so happy it's finally friday.