i'm trying to work on my personal statement for msmc. the question is: if you could change 1 thing about the world, what would it be and why? and whenever i find myself talking or rather, writing, about world issues, the anarchist side comes out of me. which sucks, because no college wants to accept an anarchist. i find the other topics lame and nothing i passionately can write about. the other questions are: - choose a piece of literature you have read and describe how it has affected you. - which decade of the 20th century would you most like to live? why? as of right now, i am going on about the third-world countries and how we disregard them by indulging into selfish activities and more. i stopped right before i was about to condemn the united states for blinding us from the ugliness and tragedy of those countries. i felt as if sergio planted a seed in me. and although he left, it's still there and it's growing very very slowly. i agree with his ideas, just not to the degree he does. he's going all about these issues in the most incorrect way possible. i thought i was going back to my old ways today because i began missing him. what i realized was that i was just missing how it was, but i wouldn't get back with him. what sucks is that when we were together in the beginning, he was everything i wanted. but he changed. a hell lot too. to someone completely different, who made me cried often, who didn't care about me that much. and i missed that old him, even when i was with him. but now i'm missing that old him even more, because no other guy really compares. but see, because he changed, i don't really desire him at all. all i can do is stay stuck in this rut, missing the old him and knowing it'll never come back and no one can ever compare.