ok so life's been pretty much sucking lately. i have pretty shitty friends. and my boyfriend can't tell when i'm sad and when he can tell, it's not like he even tries to fix it. i can't confide in anyone & life is feeling pretty much lonely. my parents are so fuckin controlling & strict; i told my mom i don't wanna wear this dumb red dress to the wedding on sunday because it's ugly. and my dad was all "it's not the dress, if you're ugly and you wear it, then you make the dress ugly". in my mind... i was thinking. fuck you. fuck this. fuck everyone. and lastly -- fuck life. i see no point in life at all, me and the razor might be best friends soon.